Hello World again! It’s been awhile since I’ve blogged and mostly because I haven’t sat on the computer long enough, only to check the current.  The picture posted is mostly how my nights have been, patreezy, goose, vitamin g, rail, lit, with the occasional splash of cranberry or pineapple. I was supposed to go watch my students play but too tired to get up and go.  My job well it’s draining me and I’m running the other way the fast life, home enough, long enough to sleep. And my my have I been living and not simply existing.  I come home to my DM and DGM, two generations of  womanhood, my DM starts her drama and DGM cosigns.  So I gather my shxt and head back out the door.

I’ve concluded that I’m running from life, I’m lost really. Life is testing me and I’m failing, well I think I am, everyone else says “it’ll be alright” but will it really?

I cry out for help but no one really answers or maybe they are but I’m not listening, not the answer I want to hear.

I need to lace up my boots, roll up my sleeves and get to work.

Maybe tomorrow.

Today’s weather is beautiful, but my mind is blown, so it’s already been wasted. Oh yes, I have the juice but I have to been in a better mood to reveal it. Maybe later. Until then, stay green.

smart0nez